narrow our eyes

...
We'll take back every thing we said
Split up all the things and move ahead
Forgot how you said
We'll split the side off the bed
I get on my bike
Ride down our block
Ride through the world
Through the green lights
But when I think of all your advice
I narrow my eyes
narrow my eyes

I don't want to change your mind
I don't want to think about your mind
They say love is blind
I don't think you're blind
I get on the bus
Ride past our stop
And though I'm late
I can't get off
I just can't bear to tell you some lies
And narrow your eyes
Narrow your eyes

Now let's toast the sad cold fact
Our love's never coming back
And we'll race to the bottom of a glass
So narrow your eyes
Narrow your eyes
Narrow your eyes
Narrow your eyes

[they might be giants]

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damn. this is so. fucking. different.

i miss her. i do. i cant help that, of course i am going to.

but the sappy mind... look at me. getting all hung up on tina turner and whats love got to do with it. crying myself to sleep in my gigantic and empty bed. waking up without purpose or need to do anything beyond myself.

[sigh]

she came into the restaurant last night, i was already on my way out... so it wasnt as if i was running away.

...but any other time - -

any

other

time

- - would have been reason for me to stay longer.


godamn, this is so fucking different.