and then, she looked at me with those big brown eyes and said, you aint seen nothin' yet...

its good to be home and sleep in my own bed, such as it was. sleep was difficult, not only from the comfort point of view (the leg hurts like hell, and i require to be doped up most of the time just to function), but also the nagging feeling in the back of my mind that i may not wake up.

i took comfort in the fact that a friend loaned me an article of clothing, which i held close, and my uncle gave me a silly velvetine flower that i've been calling my magic wand which i also kept close.

i dont know that i've ever been so glad to see the morning sun in my life.

woke up, did my morning injection and drug regimine, and now sit here leg propped up with an ice pack on it. my sister is coming over to make breakfast this morning.

i've certainly become more appreciative of little things, not that i wasn't before... i've always maintained a reverence for the moment... but today the world seems a little more crisp and vibrant.

today, we're going to do some healing energy work and chakra balancing.

i'll take whatever help i can get.